Fibromyalgia: The silent agony

debilitating: a reminder to myself that I drew at 3 am last...

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 01:12:09 -0700

a reminder to myself that I drew at 3 am last night and it’s ugly but it’s true.

Working on Disability paperwork for Medical..I really hope this gets me medical..it will totally...

Fri, 19 Oct 2012 22:39:43 -0700

Working on Disability paperwork for Medical..I really hope this gets me medical..it will totally help me get a bit further with the whole disability process. I am typing up all my answers in order to give them as much detail into my illness as possible..I am exhausted and still have about 2 and a half pages left..but I’m feeling pretty positive about it.

chronicillnesscat: [Image: 6-piece blue colored background with...

Sat, 29 Sep 2012 04:59:35 -0700

chronicillnesscat:

[Image: 6-piece blue colored background with a Siamese cat.Text reads: “GO OUT. TRY NOT TO LOOK LIKE YOU’RE IN PAIN”]

Sometimes it’s hard not to make a face. I’m enjoying myself, really!

chronicillnesscat: [Image: 6-piece blue colored background with...

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 06:01:43 -0700

chronicillnesscat:

[Image: 6-piece blue colored background with a Siamese cat.Text reads: “Eat. Sudden urge to throw up. Don’t eat. Sudden urge to throw up.”]

lately….

Photo

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 05:54:16 -0700

A day in the life: 5 Ways To Control Fibromyalgia With Diet

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 05:53:48 -0700

A day in the life: 5 Ways To Control Fibromyalgia With Diet:

heathersday:

1. Load Up On Vitamin D
Many adults are deficient in vitamin D to begin with, but this sunshine vitamin can be vital to fibro patients. “Vitamin D deficiency can mimic some of the symptoms of fibromyalgia. All patients should be screened for deficiency,” says Holton. Studies show that vitamin D…

Ouch..

Wed, 12 Sep 2012 14:30:06 -0700

Ouch..

About to play the Sims 3 Supernatural....

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 23:53:55 -0700

And attempt to ignore my pain..and nausea.

This is why meditation is so important.

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 21:45:37 -0700

This is why meditation is so important.

Still..battling nausea..

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 21:43:03 -0700

gi-jew: Remember those who died,remember the tragedy,remember...

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 00:51:36 -0700

gi-jew:

Remember those who died,remember the tragedy,remember what brought this country together 10yrs ago,remember what this country is fighting for… . 9/11

Can’t forget wont forgive

thefrogman: Mmm, yes. This will do. Come with me pamcake. The...

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 19:42:38 -0700

thefrogman:

Mmm, yes. This will do. Come with me pamcake. The butter can join us as well.

Too cute

kissinghobbits: I can’t wait for this day

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 19:40:14 -0700

kissinghobbits:

I can’t wait for this day

strongerthanthischallenge: Invisible Illness Awareness.

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 19:39:05 -0700

strongerthanthischallenge:

Invisible Illness Awareness.

Somehow forgot my wallet in my Love's car today....

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 19:37:01 -0700

which he lives 40 mins away, and has to cross a $5 toll bridge to get to my house…he offered to bring it back to me..but I declined..and told him not to stress about it…just looks like I’m going to have to be super careful on my way to school this week. Thank you fibrofog.

I have the best boyfriend ever.. :]

Thu, 06 Sep 2012 01:00:46 -0700

When all is going wrong..he’s the one who helps me keep my head above the water.

reblog if you have fibromyalgia.

Thu, 06 Sep 2012 00:59:37 -0700

Trying to find a Doctor..why is this so hard?

Wed, 05 Sep 2012 15:02:40 -0700

How I feel right about now…

Wed, 05 Sep 2012 14:21:30 -0700

How I feel right about now…

I feel so...

Wed, 05 Sep 2012 14:19:00 -0700

Stressed..I have two exams tomorrow and a research paper due. My Dad and I were supposed to go to get a cat for him today, but sadly, he cancelled on me ..again…Friday he says after it was “forshur wednesday”…it’s a cat in a SHELTER they can be euthanized, or adopted..I hope they’re still there.. but it was probably for the better since I have so much work to do…study for my math exam/finish all the buttloads of math I haven’t had time to complete (hopefully once I catch up, Ill stay caught up)..study for my human development exam..in which I don’t have the fucking book!!!!!! There wasn’t a used one at the Bookstore, and the reg. price is almost 200…which I’ve never paid over 150 to get alll my books..I shop online and use the library’s copies to my advantage…but they don’t have a copy of that in..of course…someone walked off with the only copy. -.-* So I order the international version, since it’s the only cheap one they have..it arrived a week ago..I live in an apartment so they have to leave a note to let me know it exists…I didn’t know til today…and not only that…but they sent me the WRONG COPY!!!!!!!!!! And Wrong EDITION! WTF!? I feel like ripping all my hair out..curling up into a ball and cry…and just lay in bed all day and watch netflix..the stress is already getting to the fibro..not only that but fall is starting to show up..fall and especially winter is my favorite time of year..but ever since last year..since I completely developed fibro..I can’t enjoy it..the deep ache is back..I thought spring and summer were bad on and off…but that sharp..knife down to the bone is back…the cold licks my skin like fire…it hurts..more than I remembered..spring and summer are like heaven compared to this..I wonder how I’m going to get through this semester….Idk what to do about the book…I can send it back..but Ill just have to wait longer to get the right version…hopefully get the right version..I also have to find a Doctor…everything’s falling on me…and I didn’t even get to go to Burning Man this year…I want to go home so fucking bad..my heart aches..it makes everyday there and after worth living..I will not miss it again…IDC who goes or not…I will get there..I will go home next year. And finally I also have a research paper in Art history due tomorrow as well…it’s so ridiculous.

Regardless of all this shit falling on me…at least I have my family, friends, and the love(s) of my life Robert, My Cat KeeKee, and his/our dog Princess…friendships have been rekindled over the past weekend, and I don’t regret any of it…I’m glad…

I guess I’m off to try and finish this enormous amount of homework… :[